I LIVE TO CONQUER. \m/

What I show you is just a glimpse of WHAT YOU NEED TO SEE.

Yes.

I LIVE TO CONQUER. \m/

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Life doesn’t require that we be the best - only that we try our best.

H. Jackson Brown Jr.

They say, “Dogs are men’s bestfriend”. Oh yeah? Well, I want any of you guys to be mine. No, not just any of you. ALL OF YOU! It isn’t too much to ask, is it? Besides, WHY ARE YOU ALL SO ADORABLE!? Tsk. Hate it. 

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I won’t, trust me.

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2 months ago

Paradise. I’ll find you soon.

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Grief seems like walking on a frozen river; most of the time you feel safe enough, but there is always that danger that you will plunge through.
- One Day, David Nicholls

Just exactly what I fear about these days.
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Grief seems like walking on a frozen river; most of the time you feel safe enough, but there is always that danger that you will plunge through.

- One Day, David Nicholls

Just exactly what I fear about these days.

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Everything’s gonna be okay. 
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Everything’s gonna be okay. 

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If LIFE is a GAME, these are the RULES

1. You will receive a body. You may like it or hate it, but it’s yours to keep for the entire period.

2. You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time informal school called, “life.”

3. There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of trial, error, and experimentation. The “failed” experiments are as much a part of the process as the experiments that ultimately “work.”

4. Lessons are repeated until they are learned. A lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you have learned it. When you have learned it, you can go on to the next lesson.

5. Learning lessons does not end. There’s no part of life that doesn’t contain its lessons. If you’re alive, that means there are still lessons to be learned.

6. “There” is no better a place than “here.” When your “there” has become a “here”, you will simply obtain another “there” that will again look better than “here.”

7. Other people are merely mirrors of you. You cannot love or hate something about another person unless it reflects to you something you love or hate about yourself.

8. What you make of your life is up to you. You have all the tools and resources you need. What you do with them is up to you. The choice is yours.

9. Your answers lie within you. The answers to life’s questions lie within you. All you need to do is look, listen, and trust.

10. YOU WILL FORGET ALL THIS.

- Cherie Carter-Scott

THANK YOU SO MUCH.

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I wish I were somebody else prettier, smarter, and lesser imperfect than who I truly am in reality.
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I wish I were somebody else prettier, smarter, and lesser imperfect than who I truly am in reality.

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Yes, my boyfriend is a total weirdo and we’re such geeky couple!!! So he took a video of me saying “Act like you’re a Gatorade model my love. Pretend like this is a candid shot.” HAHA! I knew he only wanted to annoy me (and yes, it was successful). That’s his favorite past-time. Well, you guys gotta bear with him. He’s damn crazy about his girlfriend. I’M PROUD. 

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His personal favorite - which eventually became mine too. ♥

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I write to empty my mind and to fill my heart.

Paulo Coelho

FIRST. ALWAYS. 
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FIRST. ALWAYS. 

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A Little Bit of Everything

1. I can be your very good friend, and be the worst as well. Don’t push me too hard mi Amiga.
2. I’ve been to that awkward moment when you become totally crazy over friends’ hang-out: loud music, cool chill-out places, night-and-dine out, chat-like-there’s-no-tomorrow sessions, spontaneous stroll, random escapades, EVERYTHING! Ahem. I’m trying to be “more responsible” now. [T.R.Y.I.N.G.]
3. I care about others’ welfare; NOT others’ life. 
4. I am nice ONLY to those who are to me; same goes with being MEAN. ;)
5. I am such a LOUD person and I hate it. Believe me. HAHA
6. I value the opinion of those people I love, I care, and I respect; if you’re not any of them, don’t expect me to give a damn.
7. I believe that there exists an ultimate being, over and beyond this tangible and material world. I call Him GOD.
8. I always speak my mind - at times too straightforward, too frank, or too tactless.
9. I love REAL people; don’t care if they’re nonsense, as long as they aren’t fake.
10. I don’t like hypocrite, nasty, shallow-minded, unreal, && bossy people. I may deal with them and their trashy attitude, but that’s only because I’m SMART enough to handle the stress. Seriously.
11. I bloom the most when everything turns BLACK-AND-WHITE - if you know what I mean.
12. I find it hard to cry over spilled milk. It’s USELESS (although sometimes, it helps).
13. I have a changing mood: very easily-affected, overly-sensitive/insensitive, sporadically-fluctuating, and insanely hard to control.
14. I like malling - either with friends or all ALONE. No joke.
15. I looove nature-tripping (out-of-town, out-of-country, out-of-continent, out-of-world, out-of-universe). Yeah! \m/
16. I deserve endless chances to grow - SO DO U.
17. I heart traveling soooo much! 
18. I believe that everything has reasons we may or may not understand.
19. I hate boredom as much as I hate cheese.
20. I daydream everyday. I mean E-V-E-R-Y-D-A-Y.
21. I get sooo much attracted to shades of red and all the neutral colors- for some weird reasons.
22. I salute my MOM…despite our “love-hate” relationship.
23. I CAN dance and sing but I NEVER said I’m GOOD at them.
24. I will do everything for my family. And when I say everything, I mean EVERYTHING.
25. I take risk if I know it’s worth the while.
26. I laugh out loud… Bwahahahahaha! Okay, enough.
27. I mourn soooo much. Yeah. :(
28. I see to it that I get what I’M SURE I WANT. Man, whatever it takes.
29. I play a lot. I have the heart of a child.
30. I am in continuous search for MY REAL HAVEN.
31. I want to break free ALL THE TIME.
32. I can hardly fool myself, yet most of the times, I’d really want to.
33. I CAN’T be manipulated.
34. I fix my own mess.
35. I know my WORTH. And I bet - YOU CAN’T AFFORD IT.

—-> so that’s the JED ATTITUDE.
ACCEPT IT or STAY OUTTA MY SIGHT.

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THAT GIRL

“Summer is heavenly LOVE”

- she doubts if it’s real.

Under the hot, shining sun

she feels so futile.

 

She’s looking for something,

staring at the wide horizon.

She’s carrying a big luggage

It is heavy, not to mention.

 

To everyone she’s a stranger,

a traveler, not even a threat;

but the fact still remains

her mystery is never fake.

 

Summer has been cruel,

so cautious she must be.

She used to be trusting

yet pain led her to reality.

 

The bitterness in her eyes

has deepness immeasurable.

She truly can’t be fair

no one can read her soul.

 

Now she’s glaring in emptiness

oh, that face in sober!

Perhaps giving up the luggage

would help her feel better.

 

Yes, there’s more to her

than usual “meets the eye”.

And as summer would end

she’d also bid goodbye.

 

For that girl is something

a symbol of genuine strain.

That girl, yes, that girl

she is meant to reign.

 

Thus careful you, people,

when she’d take her stand

she may seem nobody

but she lays a secret plan.

 

That girl… That girl…

THAT GIRL IS ME!

I’m done with mourning;

I’m back to fighting.

 

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